Do you know what it's like to be sleep deprived? I don't mean to go out drinking one night and then take the next 3 nights to recover. I mean - every single night for a week straight I want you to set your alarm clock to go off in intervals of 2 hours then 3 hours.
Go to bed at 10pm.
Wake up at midnight.
Go back to bed at 12:45.
Wake up again at 3am.
Back to bed around 3:30.
Wake up at 5:00.
Go back to sleep around 5:45 and get out of bed for the day at 6:30.
This is a rough draft of what our week has been. I think I'm delirious.
When the girls were 1st home - I would stay in their room for 12 hours at a clip. Changing, feeding, pumping, sleeping, changing, feeding, pumping, sleeping.........in 12 hours I would sleep 4. I don't think I was even this delirious then. I'm not sure what has changed. But I'm too old for this shit!
On a better note - someone told me tonight their neighbor had QUADS. And then had another one. Ok - so someone IS worse off than us!!!! I'll sleep on that. (I mean...who would have MORE after FOUR?). I think sometimes I really am delirious. Did I say that already?
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